A trip to remember (23rd June 2012)

I wanted to go for a trip after so many things happened for a long time already. Happy? Unhappy? I dunno how to answer u all. But in my mind now, happy memories will stay in my mind for sure and all those unhappy things d gone ! :D
Not to say it really gone, but at least i tried. I tried to let go, tried to forget, tried to forgive.

Sometimes, i feel like i am a big failure. I just feel like that and i dunno how to explain. :(  I admit that i like u before. When i think back, i feel like that's a joke. To be honest, from now on, i am not gonna touch any love thing d. Got a bunch of friend is better than have partner . I feel grateful to have them and seriously, before this, i don't have this kind of feeling before. Is not "L" but is something like comfortable, happy, enjoy and the most important thing is " In front of them, I just being myself". I really feel glad to have friends like them and i proud to be part of them too.

This trip really helps me to distress some, but someone just tried to ruin everything. lol . Just forget about it , that ain't that important also :) There are few pictures i wanna share to all of u and i believe that pictures will tell the story :) You will know what happened from the picture. :)

The girls played Space shot ! Gosh ! till now i still don't dare to play. lol

 

 

I hugged Soo Yee ! :P

 

Cool sista ! :D

Hey ! I miss "Her" already :P

 

Hi ! We're Sean Family :D

Sampat Face XP

This is the most natural picture d :)  What u can see is, WE ENJOYED !!! U Jelly? :P

Yea, we enjoyed. :)
Gonna update my blog soon. Stay tune :)

Fake

These few days, i cant even sleep well. IDK why..
It feels like there's lots of things buried and hanging inside my heart..
And i had no solution to solve all this prob only times do.

I feel like im not me anymore..
IDK why i feel that im very fake..
Last time i wasnt like this. I dare to express all my feelings.
No matter i happy or unhappy.
Or even sad, i'll cry out loud.

Somes say i d grow up, but i dont think this will be a good thing either.
I JUST WANNA CRY OUT.. I feel very very sad but why the tears are not comming out?
Ally is now mentally sick..


I hope u treat me is not just a joke. or a funny friend..
Everyone sensed that.. Why not u? or u are pretending?
Im feel like i just like a fool, played by u..
This makes me d decided not to like u anymore.
Not helping u anymore.. :)
Im gonna let go :) set free..
After the trip i promise, i gonna do this :)




I wish to hug someone else and cry out loud, but this is impossible.
I know that facing prob, and solve it, is in the process of growing up..
But... aiks..

cheer up Ally, u'll be fine..SOON :')