The sudden decision

The sudden urge made me feel like going home. and yea, i make it in the end. Although I meet lots of problem on the way going back hometown but I manage go back at last. It's kinna unlucky  that day for me. Why I said so? Cause when i reach Titiwangsa, I get a call from my dad, and I get scolded because I'm going back hometown alone by public transport. When I reach bus stand, there's so many people queuing up. I'm too "brilliant" already, planning to cut queue and ask the aunty at the front help me buy a bus ticket. The malay girl at the back keep staring at me. But no choice, Sorry guys and girls. Sorry for cut u all's queue. Then aunty told me that the earliest bus ticket will be at 2pm and that time 1130am. I'm like WTH MAN, gonna wait there for 2 hours?! I don't feel like going back hometown already. I planning to go back Cyberjaya. Before i leave, i receive a call from my dad. You know what? He ask me to take a bus go Genting now ! and he'll meet me there ! I'm like WTH MAN ! That was my first time take bus, go Genting alone. 

All along the way, i think a lot. I was thinking, What actually am i doing? Why am i doing all these? At the bus stop that time, while I'm holding Genting bus ticket, I really really regret for what i did and that time i really miss all my friends in Cyberjaya. Feel hopeless but cannot do anything. I was thinking, " Am I being brave all these while? or just PRETEND to be brave? " To be honest, i was really scare and feel hopeless that time. But what can i do? Luckily there's a friend who willing to accompany all day through SMS and another friend who care bout me, keep asking me where am i, Did i reach home safely and others.

And I've made a very serious decision. To let go, and forget about it. This time I'm really serious about this matter. It's good to be friends but nothing further :) That's my conclusion.

And still I manage to meet up my parents at Genting Highlands. But sad, cause Michelle was there also and i cant manage to meet her up. *sad case* Nvm, there'll be next time :)

A friend of mine named Kwong Yaw captured this. Wasn't it beautiful? It let me think a through this picture. We are in the right hand side of the picture. We're walking to the "light". What i mean for "light" is something positive here. LOL Something good :)

*Jesus will lead us to the bright side.

 Jesus leads us in our life. 

Jesus will show us the way.

Therefore, please don't give up.

Don't stop believing our Father in heaven. 

Amen ! *

From the left : Winnee, Kwong Yaw, Joseph, Me.

Feel happy to have u guys. Brothers and Sisters in Christ :)

 Manage to meet up Yuki Babe :) We didn't meet for nearly half year already. Feel so happy that we meet ! And what she told me was, We wanna celebrate Happy Single Day together with Meiling , Rosalind, Lydia on 11.11.2012 :D  Can't wait ! :D

Finally, I manage to buy a dress to myself. *Clap Clap Clap*. Did i look pretty with it? :D Neh, just kidding :)  I think I'm a cotton on Fan already. Most of my shirt are from Cotton On and this dress is from Cotton On as well. 

Heard what a friend told me and I think I'll take his advise. and yea, I wanna upgrade myself. To be a better person, to be prettier :) 

To all my past: 

You know what? I'm now very happy with my current status which is SINGLE. I found that I'm more enjoy and happier than before. A better me will be upgraded soon. Thanks for leaving me. Thank you for making me stronger and stronger each time when I got hurt.

Smile and say bye bye to all my past :) Goodbye everyone. 

I'm now totally free. Free from everything. Didn't like anyone else. Being single and enjoy my life ! I'm glad to have all Brothers and Sisters in Christ. :) Thank God.

Exam count down #2 days. Gambateh everyone ! Have a nice day :)